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Snow Day
01:35
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i don't
have school
snow day, woo hoo
too bad
its cold
cant do anything
not like i would
i know
you know
please don't
tell anyone
i'm not
prone to
outburst
unless i have to
if you give me shit for my looks
fuck you
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2. |
My Bad
04:10
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when i told you i, didn't want you love you
you said "why not, if we were already close"
well shit, last week you broke up with me
id be lying if i said i felt a thing
haven't heard from you ever since and its making me nervous
making me nervous
you're making me nervous
we both got high at that one girls house
i hadn't said but, i never smoked before
groggy feat, ran past the yard
you yelled at me, in the car
back at your place, i stood on the balcony
stared at the stars, how come they never stare back at me
on the couch, in the dark
should have left, at the start
i know, i should have said my bad
i know, it was all my fault in the end
what will happen to our friends
will they still be my friends
what will happen to our memories
do i still want them in my head
you can keep my sweater
it fits you so much better
could have said so much more
but for now ill just say
my bad
(settle down with the love of your life, get married, get married, divorce.
love and die, and love and die, get desperate, get desperate, summon satan. summon the lord of your wishes, endeavored, endeavored for life. love and live and love love me, fuck me, love me, love me.)
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3. |
Sidestepping
04:02
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i leave the leaves to fall
high knee for the broken laws
fifteen, blind me
just believing
everything
sidestepping my way away from here
in earshot of the whispers, oh the fear
falling short for the ones we hold so dear
eating with a spoon is what i call, insincere
everything is pointless when you are in distress
talk to loud, they might say and express
"wash your face, you disgrace"
ill keep painting my nails with the prettiest face
sidestepping my way away from here
in earshot of the whispers, oh the fear
falling short for the ones we hold so dear
eating with a spoon is what i call, insincere
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4. |
Rolled-Up Sleeves
03:13
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who knew, what my life could become to
don't you ever leave the house, don't you ever leave the house
what new
why do i feel this way
ill never be okay
and the graves
all lie
in a line
at the center of my mind
roll up your sleeves and act brand new
no one gives me shit except for you
roll up your sleeves and sing a song
why am i always in the wrong
ill never be okay, ill never be okay
oh, how many things i regret
i somersault right on to my bed
my fingernails are gone, i bit them to the bone
i dyed my hair red, over the fucking phone
you can never come home, you can never come home
why not, why not
and the graves
all lie
in a line
at the center of my
and the rain
turns to snow
and the sky
is just so shy
roll up your sleeves and act brand new
no one gives me shit except for you
roll up your sleeves and sing a song
why am i always in the wrong
ill never be okay, ill never be okay
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5. |
Ego Trip
05:03
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the fog outside is thick isn't it?
doesn't take it bit?
I wish i could see
what am i to be
evergreens never die, like the rest of us do
is that why they're here with you
why do my feet feel weird?
why do my hands move weird?
why am i sitting here?
where did i go
who am i
evergreens show what seems
to be in the forest tonight
footsteps follow me to the room where it cry's
my baby eyes seem no match to why
the room, follows me
round and round
the fog outside is thick isn't it?
the orb in my head is dark
harbinger focuses her eyes
on the one thing in me that's alive
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the moon
rose and
saw his eyes, he lies and cries every night
he says
hes fine
"i'm fine" why does he always lie
the dark and crowded hallway never seems to cause him mind
he walks past countless times and sees the pictures he took of
him
of them
of himself
why is it always about himself
where do memories go
do they hide or they chase each other and fly
through the night
the moon regrets his life
the sun never meant to fight
he just tries
why cant he learn to take some time
he tries, he tries, he tries
but it never seems right
through the corridor and the broken door, he sees a reflection of
him
of them
of himself
why is it always about himself
where do memories go
do they hide or they chase each other and fly
through the sky
the sun always tries
the moon always cries
alone forever
along forever
never meant to fall together
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7. |
Oh Boy
03:24
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i watch and connected dots on your face like constellations
you talked while i stared into space and you noticed my hair
oh boy
i wish i could i just say my thoughts but when i cry i'm told to stop
i have fucking feelings too
whatever
ill just make onions cry
whatever
its not like you'll ever be mine
its not like you'll ever be
i watch you come and go
uncontrollably
i know that i like you but i don't know if you like me, i
i don't know if you like me, i
i think you like me
why would you like me
i'm just a freak
(just make onions cry)
just a freak
oh boy
with the girl of your dreams
oh boy
i thought you were in love with me
but i guess you'll just never be
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8. |
Not Quite Right
03:05
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im not living right
right
not quite right, right, right
not quite right
not quite right
not quite right, right
im not living right
im just living, not right
not right
im just living, not right
not right
not quite right
not quite right
not quite right, right
not quite right
not quite right
not quite right, right
were just living not right, not right
not quite right
not quite right, right, right
not quite right, right, right
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Lonely bones needs a place to stay
lonely bones needs a place to stay
his mind is corrupted by an orb
i think this time he lost the war
lonely bones needs a place to stay
lonely bones needs a place to stay
his mind is corrupted by an orb
i think this time he lost the war
lonely bones needs a place to stay
lonely bones needs a place to stay today
hes living life not quite right
lonely bones needs a place to stay tonight
lonely bones is trying so hard
though, he really isn't trying that hard
lonely bones feels like glass
you drop him too fast, he'll shatter just like that
lonely bones doesn't have a home
the more he walks away, the closer he comes
lonely bones walks forever more
if he walks too long, he'll pass by his home
and as he approaches the cliff, he sings
a song, something from when he was young
all these memories we made of our ourselves
i really told myself it was you all along
all these memories i made of you
creation of a being that didn't exist
all these memories, just for you to say
you didn't love me in that sorta way
all these memories, that's all it took
for lonely bones to jump off that cliff
no more scar, just a memory
that should have happened sooner
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10. |
Harbinger
03:56
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acting all in drag
two bodies in the bed
whispering
when the leaves fall
evergreens are left behind
when the snow melts
flowers bloom close behind
its only me
its only me
its only me
its only me
acting all in drag
one body lies in the bed
thinking
it was only me
the snow melts as i walk away, nothing ever stays the same
i thought you were bad, but the idea is what makes me sad
i sing "you" like you know who, you isn't you, who would have knew?
why am i still here? should have left last year
its only me
its only me
its only me
and i wont cry, i can finally live my life
(dear old harbinger. that week i told myself "the snow is alive"
i meant to call you. i just never got the chance to.
what i meant to tell you is that, i appreciate you. for telling me that i was suffering, got me on my feet. oh how our hands were touching.
i know i blamed you for everything but, i just failed to take the blame on me. when i cast you away, you'll forget about me, and that's okay. that's okay. sometimes, that's what people need. sometimes. sometimes. sometimes.)
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