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Harbinger

by Boye

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1.
Snow Day 01:35
i don't have school snow day, woo hoo too bad its cold cant do anything not like i would i know you know please don't tell anyone i'm not prone to outburst unless i have to if you give me shit for my looks fuck you
2.
My Bad 04:10
when i told you i, didn't want you love you you said "why not, if we were already close" well shit, last week you broke up with me id be lying if i said i felt a thing haven't heard from you ever since and its making me nervous making me nervous you're making me nervous we both got high at that one girls house i hadn't said but, i never smoked before groggy feat, ran past the yard you yelled at me, in the car back at your place, i stood on the balcony stared at the stars, how come they never stare back at me on the couch, in the dark should have left, at the start i know, i should have said my bad i know, it was all my fault in the end what will happen to our friends will they still be my friends what will happen to our memories do i still want them in my head you can keep my sweater it fits you so much better could have said so much more but for now ill just say my bad (settle down with the love of your life, get married, get married, divorce. love and die, and love and die, get desperate, get desperate, summon satan. summon the lord of your wishes, endeavored, endeavored for life. love and live and love love me, fuck me, love me, love me.)
3.
Sidestepping 04:02
i leave the leaves to fall high knee for the broken laws fifteen, blind me just believing everything sidestepping my way away from here in earshot of the whispers, oh the fear falling short for the ones we hold so dear eating with a spoon is what i call, insincere everything is pointless when you are in distress talk to loud, they might say and express "wash your face, you disgrace" ill keep painting my nails with the prettiest face sidestepping my way away from here in earshot of the whispers, oh the fear falling short for the ones we hold so dear eating with a spoon is what i call, insincere
4.
who knew, what my life could become to don't you ever leave the house, don't you ever leave the house what new why do i feel this way ill never be okay and the graves all lie in a line at the center of my mind roll up your sleeves and act brand new no one gives me shit except for you roll up your sleeves and sing a song why am i always in the wrong ill never be okay, ill never be okay oh, how many things i regret i somersault right on to my bed my fingernails are gone, i bit them to the bone i dyed my hair red, over the fucking phone you can never come home, you can never come home why not, why not and the graves all lie in a line at the center of my and the rain turns to snow and the sky is just so shy roll up your sleeves and act brand new no one gives me shit except for you roll up your sleeves and sing a song why am i always in the wrong ill never be okay, ill never be okay
5.
Ego Trip 05:03
the fog outside is thick isn't it? doesn't take it bit? I wish i could see what am i to be evergreens never die, like the rest of us do is that why they're here with you why do my feet feel weird? why do my hands move weird? why am i sitting here? where did i go who am i evergreens show what seems to be in the forest tonight footsteps follow me to the room where it cry's my baby eyes seem no match to why the room, follows me round and round the fog outside is thick isn't it? the orb in my head is dark harbinger focuses her eyes on the one thing in me that's alive
6.
the moon rose and saw his eyes, he lies and cries every night he says hes fine "i'm fine" why does he always lie the dark and crowded hallway never seems to cause him mind he walks past countless times and sees the pictures he took of him of them of himself why is it always about himself where do memories go do they hide or they chase each other and fly through the night the moon regrets his life the sun never meant to fight he just tries why cant he learn to take some time he tries, he tries, he tries but it never seems right through the corridor and the broken door, he sees a reflection of him of them of himself why is it always about himself where do memories go do they hide or they chase each other and fly through the sky the sun always tries the moon always cries alone forever along forever never meant to fall together
7.
Oh Boy 03:24
i watch and connected dots on your face like constellations you talked while i stared into space and you noticed my hair oh boy i wish i could i just say my thoughts but when i cry i'm told to stop i have fucking feelings too whatever ill just make onions cry whatever its not like you'll ever be mine its not like you'll ever be i watch you come and go uncontrollably i know that i like you but i don't know if you like me, i i don't know if you like me, i i think you like me why would you like me i'm just a freak (just make onions cry) just a freak oh boy with the girl of your dreams oh boy i thought you were in love with me but i guess you'll just never be
8.
im not living right right not quite right, right, right not quite right not quite right not quite right, right im not living right im just living, not right not right im just living, not right not right not quite right not quite right not quite right, right not quite right not quite right not quite right, right were just living not right, not right not quite right not quite right, right, right not quite right, right, right
9.
Lonely bones needs a place to stay lonely bones needs a place to stay his mind is corrupted by an orb i think this time he lost the war lonely bones needs a place to stay lonely bones needs a place to stay his mind is corrupted by an orb i think this time he lost the war lonely bones needs a place to stay lonely bones needs a place to stay today hes living life not quite right lonely bones needs a place to stay tonight lonely bones is trying so hard though, he really isn't trying that hard lonely bones feels like glass you drop him too fast, he'll shatter just like that lonely bones doesn't have a home the more he walks away, the closer he comes lonely bones walks forever more if he walks too long, he'll pass by his home and as he approaches the cliff, he sings a song, something from when he was young all these memories we made of our ourselves i really told myself it was you all along all these memories i made of you creation of a being that didn't exist all these memories, just for you to say you didn't love me in that sorta way all these memories, that's all it took for lonely bones to jump off that cliff no more scar, just a memory that should have happened sooner
10.
Harbinger 03:56
acting all in drag two bodies in the bed whispering when the leaves fall evergreens are left behind when the snow melts flowers bloom close behind its only me its only me its only me its only me acting all in drag one body lies in the bed thinking it was only me the snow melts as i walk away, nothing ever stays the same i thought you were bad, but the idea is what makes me sad i sing "you" like you know who, you isn't you, who would have knew? why am i still here? should have left last year its only me its only me its only me and i wont cry, i can finally live my life (dear old harbinger. that week i told myself "the snow is alive" i meant to call you. i just never got the chance to. what i meant to tell you is that, i appreciate you. for telling me that i was suffering, got me on my feet. oh how our hands were touching. i know i blamed you for everything but, i just failed to take the blame on me. when i cast you away, you'll forget about me, and that's okay. that's okay. sometimes, that's what people need. sometimes. sometimes. sometimes.)

about

A duet with myself.

An incredible thank you to everyone who has supported me now and in the future.
thank you to the ones who inspire me and the ones whose music gave me strength and courage to share my feelings through song, just as you must have.
and thank you to my friends.

credits

released December 9, 2018

Track 1 (Snow Day): I had Emma scream "Fuck You" into the mic. So check out her art on instagram at @emma.sobes

Track 2 (My Bad): Mia H helped with some of the drums on this track cause shes a drum legend!

Track 3 (Sidestepping): Tom F did some bass for me awhile back, i didnt forget about that!

Track 7 (Oh Boy): Chloe M did some vocals for this one. It came out so nice!

Fiona wrote most of the drums on Track 1 (Snow Day), Track 4 (Rolled Up Sleeves), Track 7 (Oh Boy), and Track 8 (Not Quite Right). I could not have made this album without you, thank you so much.

Track 6 (Constellations) contains a clip from the outstanding film 'The Incredibly True Story Of Two Girls In Love" and id recommend it to anyone who hasn't seen it.

and thank you to anyone else I bugged in the midst of making the album, there's quite a few of you but you know who you are <3

Mastered by Robbie ly2

Everything else by Wren T

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Boye was comprised of Wren & Fiona

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